Poem

Take my hurt away

Lord

please! come

My heart hurts

pleas free me form

hurt

Mom

A woman

Patien,gracious

Teaching,guilding,concerning

For her love,dogged child

Dear mom

Friendship

Befalls from your thoughts,

Follow by your nice deeds,

Keep talking, sharing to peoples,

Then love

short story

My love too late

In the desolate night, there was a pitiful girl was sobbing and praying with her hopeless voice, she was looking up and shouting to the shadowy sky with all her strength, I really miss you! Come back to me! She bowed down her knee and nestled her face on the green grass, continue to sob again. Her body was shacked by the coldness of the night, her skin turned pale, and every moment of her breathes went slowly. Marry, every night would come to this place for recalling and praying for her adorable love who now was going remote from her. She had found out that the guy who she always taught as a friend, forsake her and would not be back any more. Ruil was the resolute and gentle guy who fled himself from the busy city, to settle his trip in the unseen place, Alana. He placed his life there, where was very poor country. He met Marry a pretty affectionate volunteer teacher and fell in love with her. Unfortunately, Marry had a boyfriend whom she planed to marry. While, Ruil was helping people there, he was asked to help Marry in her class they had chance to know each other more, their relationship became closer and closer till they became intimates. Sometimes Marry felt kind of love him as well, but considered that feeling was love for friend. Ruil knew that their positions could not be more than friends, because he knew how much Marry love her boyfriend and they was going to marry very soon. Moreover he knew that Marry never took any interests in him more than being friend. Ruil recognized that he could not be able to live nearby her any more, he could not pretend himself not love Marry, he could not endure to watch Marry and her boyfriend were together, and he think if he stayed longer everything between Marry and him might be worse. Therefore, he decided to leave this place but during his rest time, he spent with preparing Marry’s wedding and writing a song he had planed to use in his wedding, but he was doing for Marry, his love. Many days before the wedding day, marry was finding something depth in her heart, and that was requiring to see Ruil, It’s calling to her every time. Later when she found out her desire to Ruil she willed to meet him, she ran with her exciting face but when she stopped at his house, she discovered that he already gone. He left only a box of gift for her wedding and a paper song that he narrated for her. Marry watched the gift in the box and read the whole song, suddenly she cried, and staggered her frail body to the wall leaned it there, she could not stand by her feeble legs, she kneeled down on the floor and started sobbing. She grieved with herself that she came too late; she even had a chance to tell him that her heart was crying for him. She had nothing to contact him, and didn’t know if he would be back again. From that event every night she would come to this garden that Ruil liked to spent his time here to write his songs and play with her. Marry was just wanting to remember of his face and his moments there. She had no way to do for recall him back better than praying and shouting up to the sky to bring her words to him.

My dairy

Do you think when you are happy the time seems very fastly?
In another hand when we are in trouble every second seems very slowly.
But, this is the truth that you will meet in every day of your life.
Let me share my some great experience in the passed week which it was my birth day.
This birth day was different from ever that I have never met before on my birthday. Many days before my birthday I was in trouble that It was so hard to find the way out, I had been busy with my study in the university, I concerned about my brother problem and I fight with my bad habit and other things else. There were so many things to do and to think about, that I didn’t know what I should do first. I tried very hard to do with the problems that I was facing, but ere was not thing got better. Sometimes I could think what will I do next, I was just waiting for the trouble time pass. Until, I gave up doing those things with my own strength and my own wisdom. Then I realized that there was somebody was watching and waiting for me to ask for his help. You know what! After I found out that knowledge I gave up to do any thing by my own and let him took over all of my works and my troubles. My job was only trusting in his powerfulness.
When my birthday came that awesome man already prepared for my birth day, he gave me the gift that my parents and I had waited for long but I got it on my birthday. In that day I had a small worm birthday celebration with my lovely friends and we had lunch together.
In the evening my friends and I went to the concert that I didn’t expect about it before but he gave me a chance to see on my birth. In that time I had so much fun ,and I could see how great he is. He cleared all of my works and troubles my and he also beauty the wonderful birthday for me. However, every moment that happened on that day went very fast,the time that I was blessed. Any way, I thankful to my mercy Man that he gave the special time and special thing for me on my birthday he made it different from other days.
Also He has encouraged me that in each day I will see different situations both good and bad do not be mad with them. Just try to understand and learn form it because those will make my life has more value in this world. And you will strong enough when the storm comes and you will enjoy with every time in your life because the one who created the seven days said that every day he created is remakable day.

My Dream Vocation

Is vacation your great time?
I believe that vocation is the time to have enjoyment with people you love. Have you ever dreamed about your unique vocation that it seems too far to seize it? Don’t be discouraged if you have it in your mind, let's look forward to have it. But while you are waiting for that time comes true! Let see my dream vocation and you can participate yourself in the part of my dream.
If I could go to any places I want on my vocation, I would go to the border between Thailand and Laos. Because there is a small tribe which is called Bru .People there immigrated from Cambodia and have settled in the border between Thailand and Laos. Why do I want to go and place my vocation there?
Firstly, I just desire to watch their living, I have told that their lives are really hazardouus and needly. Many of them died because of the bombimgs that they were burried since the war between Vietnam and American. This really effects their lives. I want to visit over and give them some help. I think it will be very awesome if I can share my love in my special time like vocation and ask them to join with me by sharing their suffering and their problems. And after their sharing I think I won't do any thing better than praying to the Lord for them, to heal their land, to show His greatness to them, to make their land become the land of peace, to give them hope, to give them the way of life, to comfort them, and to let them know their awesome creator. The second reason, is I want to learn their culture that I think it’s interesting. People there are from the country that was great in the past and now they live the place that is very lack of affluence and I think the picture of that great land seems to be disappeared from their mind. However, the land with behindhand and indigence doesn't mean their culture will be the same way . In contrast I believe that they are worth of beautiful culture and their traditional life. This makes me remember the time when I was a child, I live with nature and simple living without civilization and modern technology, in that time people shared things to their neighbors, It was time that people helped their friends, time that people smiled to each other, and time that people would be sad when one of them was in trouble, time to join, time to play, and time to love. That was the delight time for me, and it can’t seem to be true again in Thailand even my hometown . Therefore, I believe that I would see those times again in this land that is called Bru which means mountain. I believe when I hold my vocation in this mountain, my life would be surrounded with love from people and every life on this mountain.

Movie review

New Moon is a romantic action movie which talks about love and relationship between human,vampire,and werewolf.This movie was the continuation of Twilight which were shown out previouse years ago.The main character in this movie was Bella, a high school girl who has an incredible life,her common life has been changed since her first meeting with Edward, a completly gorgious vampire that has been living in this world more than a hundred years.Love between Bella and Edward could not be separated by anything,till Edward decided to leave her because for her safety,he was afriad that Bella would be killed by himself. During Bella's hurt time there was a guy who was her childhood friend,Jacob. He was the guy that took care of her when her heart was broken. Their relationship became closer and closer,which this made Jacob fell in love with her, this relationship between them could heal the wound in her heart. However, taking care of Jacob didn't help Bella to forget her love with the vampire .She tried many risk things to challenge Edward, she believed every time she was in danger. Edward would be near to her and she would hear his vioce.
Her life seemed weirder when she found out that Jacob was a werewolf, whose his tribe's vampire's enemy. She was surprised that both important guys of her are not humans

Tell the world about yourself

My name is Panan Janpakdee.You can call me Nan.
I'm from the small district part of Buriram province,which is in the northeast Thailand.
I have one older brother and one younger sister.Both of my parents are agriculturists.When I'm free I enjoy myself by reading my favorite books,watching my favorite tv shows and movies,talking on the phone with my family,hanging out with my friends,and going to the the new places where I haven't been yet in Bangkok.Through my life I have a lot of friends and all of them are very good to me,they are always there for me when I get in trouble,who are still my friends though sometimes we don't understand each other,who alway give me a smile and forgive me when I do mistake,and who always love me though I'm not rich and beautiful.
I have been thinking about what I want to do in the future, till now I still can't find the right and clear one,because there are a lot of things in my mind that I want to be,I want to be an English teacher,sometimes I want to be a popular singer,and sometimes I want to be a great author.However,though my dream is unclear now,I believe that the one who lives in the paradise has the best one for me, now I just look forward to follow him and obey him.